There aren’t that many things that can get me out of a sad mood. Few of them are Fast Bike Ride (def. at number 1), Listening to loud music (and i mean LOUD) and of course a nice walk (a good company is always appreciated). Sadly, where I live now, I don’t have any access to fast bike, or to any bike (if you don’t count my 5-gear Hercules thriller as one). But fortunately, I have access to great speaker. So, it has been an easy time for me so far. Touch wood, I didn’t need to use them much often.
This reminds me of my college. Or rather my college life. It was fun to be in those shoes at that time. Time was happy most of the times and okish for the rest. Sadness was rare. But why am I talking about this? well, I was missing my college friends a lot. I guess its not such a good idea to open up the Pics folder. Especially when you have folders with the name “Freaky!”, “Ruchir the amazing (constantly updated)” and High-Hopes. I dont think many of you know what these refer to, but for those who do, I miss you all!
There is a glimpse of these folders in some other post. (need to take permission from people)
I was a little sad yesterday, for the reasons stated above. I was trying to figure out why is it that I get such senti attacks once in a month or so. I could think of one possible reason.
When ever I go to a new place (happened twice so far) I assume that this is a temporary phase and the things will come back to normal. Or at least you can say that this is at the back my head instead of the painful reality that the prev. life is over. When I got into the college, I thought, this is a temporary thing and will get over in sometime and I will be back with my parents and my school friends again. Sadly(maybe not that sadly), it never happened. The thinking quitely changed from Home being the permanent thing to college being the permanent thing. And then came the time when we got the degrees. (Ooo Boy, I sure was lucky to get it in 4 years). Then the job joining happened. In the back of my head was, this is temporary and things will get back to normal in sometime. Normal here now refers to me in college. Everyone back to college. But alas, this will never happen.
I guess this is the harsh reality. Time never comes back.
Oh yeah, I have broadband at home now.